If it wasn't for my computer, I wouldn't know what day it was! It felt like a Monday and it is actually Wednesday! It's odd how you "feel" a day, isn't it?

I am in a major funk. I know it is depression. I don't know what is triggering it. Actually, if I had the fortitude, I'd go get a job. That would make me get up and put my face on.

Of course, if you know my situation, you know I can't hold a job. In fact, with the price of gasoline and the fact that I have outgrown and given away my working wardrobe, I can't afford to get a job.

I could not sleep last night. I had a case of ATOMIC restless legs syndrome. I was unable to lie still. When my husband came to bed, I had to get up. I remained in the living room until 2:30ish. I ventured back to bed and re-awoke at 5:00, with the same problem.

I took 2½ sleeping pills and they didn't help! I just called the new doctor I want to see to see if he has been accepted by BC/BS. Nope! The guy on the phone told me they're fighting them. So I asked when he thought he might know and he said October 1.

Darn it! Well, I see the sleep doctor in 1½ weeks and my neuro in 2 weeks. The sleep doctor is going to help me with my restless legs right? I sure hope so.

...few hours later...

I feel a bit better. I know what was making me off kilter. I have a tropical storm off the coast, spinning and churning and my mother didn't call me! She worries if I have a splinter and there is a massive storm (humor me, it's massive) virtually right next to me!

So, I called and spoke to my sister then to my mother. My mother has promised to worry and I thanked her. All's right in the world....well, my world....your world may be different!